Friday, October 29, 2010

Stuck

This morning while trying to fold laundry
the baby was out of sight
for a few minutes.

She began hollering.
I ran to the rescue.
She had climbed onto the kitchen table.

My last post makes this story even funnier.
This morning someone had left the maple syrup
in the middle of the table.
Of course that is Caroline's spot.
I assume she had climbed up to claim it back.

In her 16 month old mind
I guess she decided to take that syrup out.
Out of the bottle to be exact.

The table had a healthy layer of syrup
across it's whole surface.
And of course Caroline
had it all over herself too.
She was hollering because she didn't know
how to get out of the mess.
If she moved, she would stick in place.

I scooped her up and put her in the bathtub.
Clothes, shoes and all.
I'm experienced like that.

We got the job done.
Caroline was stick free.
The clothes were in the dirty laundry pile.
And the shoes were washed out.
The table was also scrubbed
to shine.

Now that Carline is down for a nap,
I've had a minute to reflect
on my relatively unproductive day.
About how this little incident
parallels my life right now.

I feel stuck in the middle
of a lot of sticky goo.
No matter where I choose to move to
or even if I choose to sit,
it's still not fun.
And I want to holler out for help.

I wish someone would scoop
me up and throw me in the bath.
And then clean up all the messes.

And then I remember that I am 37 years old
in three days.
And no longer 16 months old.

And I have to find my own way
out of messes.
Even if I don't like syrup
and would have never
spread it across my living space.

I need an
Aunt Jamima size miracle.
And I am sure that God will deliver.
Because I am his 16 month old
who cries out of help.
Even when I am 36 and 362 days.

6 comments:

ShEiLa said...

Miss Caroline sounds like a sticky handful for sure. Joy and happiness for the moments of peace during naptime.

Love you!

ToOdLeS.

Renee said...

Alice, that was so perfectly said. I feel like that too sometimes still, but much more so after my babies were born. It's hard.

Hang in there, I have no words of wisdom, but I'm thinking of you and you'll be in my prayers.

Rita said...

I hardly know what to say other than I could have written this exact thing (aside from actually having a child stuck in syrup of course!) :)

I have felt stuck for quite some time...and I sure wish I had the magic solution to help you and all of us who get to this place. Prayer seems the only answer -- and faith that things will eventually get better.

I am here if you need me -- even if it's just to listen. Hang in there -- love you!

RedefinedPossibilities said...

An incredible analogy!!!

I need an aunt Jemimah too.

Marisa Ala said...

I absolutely love this blog Alice!! We all have those days, and you do know that God will deliver - AMEN!

brimhallbunch said...

how I miss my honest friend. too bad we're so far apart :)